Friends, contemporaries, and fans of Chikane, Nigel and Vera:
I have to apologize without grudge or excuse.

A lot of things have changed for johnson, and i've tried to face them with my head held up and my shoulders squared, but i did falter, and consequently fell into introspection. because of that, Team Hachiman has been missing an eager strategist, dueler and operator, and Nigel and Vera have, as of yet, had no one to tell their story properly. My hardworking comrades (all of you) have gone without thanks, consideration, thoughtful critique and even kind words. Also, my closest friends have seen me forget myself; the person I've fought so hard for so long to be, and you all deserve better than someone that regresses. Even through whatever I was dealing with, I think the things that tax a man are no excuse for him not to be one.

Also, I haven't forgotten about the gift art, trades, commissions and Kiribans I owe you all, so I'd be grateful if you all were to tolerate johnson a bit longer. Even if i never accomplish what i set out to do in the first place, it's absurd not to try. Just a little while longer and you'll see what i mean.

Thanks for reading.
--johnson

p.s. also, i gotta thank =Rikyo for being such a good friend all this time. he's a good balance to my impulsive and headstrong way of doing things. really, from the heart, thanks bro.